Saturday, June 18, 2011

Father's Day 2011

It's Father's Day again. Greeted hubby and brother. Missed Tatay, wish he was still with us. If I just stop and feel, there's a gamut of emotions that runs through. Too much, too many sometimes. But, why does it seem sadness always come ahead. Unless I push it away. Can't it naturally just give way to happiness without one exerting a lot of effort? I should want to be happy most of the time. There's a lot to be thankful for. But, melancholy is giving happiness a pretty good run of its money. Wish I wasn't the race track. But, complaining as I do, I still prefer feeling instead of being a bystander. So, I guess I should say, "hey, emo, bring it on!"